@mm74

Sorry if I'm doing this in English I judt need to get this out there. It was not my fault we broke up, sure I was kinda distant, but he didn't trust me. Like AT ALL. He always checked my phone whenever we met up, I always thought it was because I have memes and shit but now I realize it's because he didn't trust me. He even said I slept with the other guy when I explicitly told him I did not. I brought it up AFTER ONE FUCKING YEAR. Not before.

But maybe it wasn't that he didn't love me. Maybe he loved me too much. That's why we broke up, I said i didn't want to live with him, and he was hurt.

Maybe it was my fault after all, maybe I am to blame here. After all, I didn't cry. My first realtionship, one fucking year of my life, and nothing. Maybe I fucked it up.

I have to study now, sorry di nuovo per lo sfogo